Some of my female friends who are disabled envy seeing those happily married women. While I, myself feel envy seeing those women who get a good companion. Although my enviousness is strong, it never stronger than the fear of being abandon and neglect by someone I love.
Because of those feeling and perception, I refuse myself to be in love easily. Sometimes I wish I could meet a man who understands and loves me. On another hand, I understand that it is hard to get my ideal life partner. Being single may be not a bad thing for me.
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Life is full of promises, and also trepidations. Fearing the pain and loss can hinder our progress and we will never live a good life. If you don't know how to cope, loneliness can kill. Wake up and mix around:)
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